Thursday, December 3, 2009

The white flag is creeping up the pole.

So has anyone noticed that I seem to have given up on my goal of losing 10 pounds, or getting down to 105? Just me? Well, I'm kind of prematurely resigned to the thing not happening. I've been trying to be good for like two months now and it isn't working. Not so you'd notice it anyway. So I'm kinda pissed and depressed. And already thinking of a new blog where I can bitch about EVERYTHING, not just trying to lose weight. Oh. I guess I do that now. But I feel like such a loser for not making my goal, or anticipating that I won't make my goal. Hmmm. Do I have the fortitude to do something really drastic to lose more weight before Christmas?

Nah, probably not. Especially since this is the craziest time of the year with ZERO free time. But maybe I'll develop some good habits that will last me a lifetime and result in gradual healthy weight loss.

Mmmmmmmwwwwaaahaaahaaaahaaaaaaa! God, I crack myself up.

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